Assalamualaikum (:
28 January 2010
kowang2,,arini bnyk sgt bnde jdk. tp cume 1 jew yg wat aq cdeyh sgt2. :( td mse dlm klas, ttibe ckgu tang ngn ckgu dafi dtg, dowg pnggil nme zuid. dlm aty aq da agk msty psl twrn skola bndr pnawar tuh. skaly btol pew yg aq agk. mood aq mse tuh drp elok2 jew, tros mood aq ilang. aq rse mcm 1 tamparan taw. zuid dpt skola bndr pnawar aliran sains utk ank felda. bukn nye aq tk epy sbb dy dpt, klau bole mmg aq nk dy smbung study dy kt skola yg lbeyh bgos, tp aq tk snggup nk bia kan dy pegi. sbb aq syg dy. aq syg dy sgtt2. aq tngok muke dy epy sgt bile dpt surt tuh. tp aq sbaleknye. aq cdeyh sgt. mcm nk nges tau aq rse td. *btol, aq tk tipu*. tp nseb baek aq bole tahan, tuh pon sbb aq tk pndg muke dy. klau tk, aq tk tawu mcm mne nk tahan air mate nieh dr kua ann. dy daftar 1 ari bulan. same ngn dak sbp. tp klau bole, aq hrap sgt dy tk pegi. aq tk nk kehilangan sowg agi bezfren aq. aq tk snggup nk hdapi ksedihan yg sme utk kali ke2. klau dluw mse farah pegi, da telalu bnyk air mate aq kua kan, tk kan bnde yg same nk belaku agi. zuid..... jgn laa pegi. jgn tinggl kan kite sowg kt klas tuh. cume awk jew yg salu ngn kite n pham kite dlm klas tuh. yg laen dlm klas tuh sume da ade group mseng2. smpai kdg2 kite rase mcm tk wjud. awk jew yg salu ade ngn kite mse dlm klas. klau pasni awk tkde, sape nk teman kite agi ? sape nk tlong kite agi ? sape nk ktawe2 ngn kite agi ? sape nk gado2 ngn kite agi ? sape nk cite2 psl cite korea ngn kite agi ? kite msty sunyi zuid. kite tk nak awk pegi. kite btol2 tk nak awk pegi. tp ape boe wat. klau skola tuh yg tebaek utk awk, kite redha jew. insyallah kite bole bia kan awk pegi. kite cube kuatkn smngat. kite tk nafi kan bezfren kite yg laen tuh sumenye baek sgt, especially dinna, but dowg tk same klas ngn kite. kite cume bole jumpe dowg mse pg ngn reht jew. wktu2 laen, kite sunyi. :( mne pegi mhowc ? kite rindu kan mhowc yg dluw. kite rindu sume knangan2 lpas. kite btol2 tk snggup nk harungi taon nieh tnpe bezfren2 kite. klau kowg sume pegi, mcm mne ngn kite ? wlau pown kdg2 kite ade wat kowg sket aty, tp jao dlm aty kite, kite sygg kowg sume sgt2. temasuk sheroo. wlau pown dy bwu dlm group kite, tp kite da anggap dy mcm da lme dlm group kite. kite da anggap kowg sume mcm siblings kite sndri. kite tkde siblings pompuan yg laen, so kowg laa yg kite anggap siblings. tp bile mseng2 nk pegi, kite tk snggup nk trime. kite tk pena rse cdeyh mcm nieh. da laa dlm klas tuh rmai dak cine n dak2 yg kite tk brape nk knal. irfan da pegi, naim nk pegi, nt pasni awk plak. kite btol2 tk snggup nk trime sume nieh. tp kite cube kuat, sbb kite tk bole pnteng kan diri. kite kne pkir mse dpn awk. mungkin awk bole dpt yg lbeyh baek kt sane kan. hemmmm.
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